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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
aku tak percaya lagi..dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini..tersedut menuggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi..akan guna matahari..yang dulu mampu terangi..sudut gelap hati ini..
aku berhenti berharap..dan menunggu datang gelap..
sampai nanti suatu saat..tak ada cinta ku dapat..
kenapa ada derita,bila bahagia tercipta?
kenapa ada sang hitam,bila putih menyenangkan?
aku pulang tanpa dendam..
ku terima kekalahan ku..
aku pulang tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenangan mu..
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
aku terdampar disini..tersedut menuggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi..akan guna matahari..yang dulu mampu terangi..sudut gelap hati ini..
aku berhenti berharap..dan menunggu datang gelap..
sampai nanti suatu saat..tak ada cinta ku dapat..
kenapa ada derita,bila bahagia tercipta?
kenapa ada sang hitam,bila putih menyenangkan?
aku pulang tanpa dendam..
ku terima kekalahan ku..
aku pulang tanpa dendam
ku salutkan kemenangan mu..
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 6:20 AM
wth..spent the whole day sleeping..woke up..shower..had milo 4 breakfast..then eat maggi..what a life nowadays..i just follow what my heart tells me to do..watched tv 4 a while..then slept on the sofa..woke up..went to bedroom sleep again..lyk zombie nowadays..at school and at home also the same..wake up,shower,eat,sleep..same routine..eager 4 monday..zombie goes to school..nth much happen today..lyk tt only uh..:I:I:K
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
today was just a SHIT day for me..i just forced a smile everywhere i go...science lesson go bio lab..instead of doing the experiment,i burned the wooden thing tt is used to hold the test tubes using the bunsen burner..ms soo keep coming to my table there lorh..she lyk keep watch at me cos she saw me burn the thing once..she tell me dnt burn cos dangerous and i'm nt supposed to do the experiment,nt STARE INTO EMPTY SPACE..she walked away to other tables 4 a while..at tt moment,i continued burning the thing..she come back,she asked me this"WHY DO I SMELL SOMETHING BURNING?"..i go say i go burn the thing lorh..honesty is the best policy..she nagged at me 4 lyk 2 mins?i donno what nag she nag seh..then MT..had outdoor classroom near the HE room..write abt what you think of "PUPPY LOVE"..i was stupid lorh,puppy love..make someone hurt 4 nth..i've nvr experienced it cos i just think tt it's PLAIN SILLY..recess..ate alot..ameline smiled at me from another table..my reaction freaking SLOW..i smiled lyk after 15 seconds?i ate alot too..morning come school had 1 milo and sandwich 4 breakfast..recess i had sandwich and two prata..amalia noticed me being angry..she asked me why..i was lyk donno..cos i just have mood swings this few days..geography..had the mapping test..just couldn't do it..i'm sorry ms tang and mummy if i fail..i just wrote what i felt lyk writing on the paper..i couldn't understand wth was i writing..maths gt nag by ms goh also..cos i write reminder without her permission..she wasn't teaching..she was telling the class to draw donno what thing..angle bisector in the triangle?ameline kept calling my name when i'm writing the thing..i shout at her..the class went quiet?i am not me this few days..tts when ms goh nag at me..i said sorry..i said sorry to ameline after tt cos it wasn't me..after school,the whole class stay back..needed to collect the consent forms which some ppl in the class just won't stop giving me problems about..i get more irritated when it comes to collecting this cursed piece of paper..especially when the class start telling me tt they nvr bring the forms when i haven't even finish my instructions..so what if i'm the chairperson?i still need some rest and relieve for a moment..asked them what they wanted to buy wif the $20..drinks..okok..bought green tea,lemon tea and lemon barley..thx daryl 4 suggesting..went home change..went to sheng siong to buy the drinks..hui fang came along..after taking the drinks,still have balance..bought sweets..haha..4 flavours..strawberry,grape,apple and orange..haha..wait 4 jerome after buy..thx fangfang for the coke..jerome came and hui fang went home..he went to westwood..reached bus stop..he say he nvr wallet..he ran home..he came back fast seh when his house was quite far?reach westwood..the uncle say i cannot come in..i go argue wif the uncle..he bring me inside talk to the DM..i also nt scared..DM gave me special request..went in..put in...locked the door and went home..played ping pong..eat..shower..do homework and nw then free..still nt quite happy..just force a smile uh..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 5:41 AM
today was fun..i didn't get bored during EL lesson cos it was computer lab..haha..enjoyed my day except for the tripto school..the CPS students very...push me seh..walao..almost scold them bt see them small,let them go uh..dnt care..nowadays,walk to school with zhaohua..going to school with him is so much fun cos he just makes me laugh with his tales..walk faster to school cos need to pass sth to bestie..then go assemble..read the book tt i borrowed at the library..1st time i read during assembly without having the urge to disturb ppl...haha..Home Economics..baked strawberry swiss roll..gave to shania..she said"eh..!powerpuff girls!"..my container luh..haha..my favourite cartoon last time..now is Ben 10 and Avatar..she shared with wati..haha..drank two cups of green tea..it was more lyk green tea syrup..drink bit by bit..nvr eat cos many ppl..then go back gate,hang out with the normal ppl..after recess was El..did what we were supposed to do..i go change syahmi chair cos his seat can rock..then very nice luh..i change when he was at the front..then geography..1st period,seat at my place..2nd period,sit at ameline place there..ms tang give us class work pg 103-106..wenhan go erase become pg 10-106..haha..ms tang gt irritated?become homework cos never finish..she give us the workbook the last 10 mins seh..maths..ms goh nvr come..bt the teacher tt i like alot,relieve leh..she teach me hw to do one question..chelsea walked past wif bestie..wenhan shout my name then go point outside..they walk ready then i go shout'CHELSEA!'. loudly..she reverse..thought she would just walk away..then i say i want go toilet..the teacher say no..haha..i guess she knew my motive?then when the maths period over,i go run out of the class..very hyper ready..cos MT lesson,mdm azlina gt come:]..after for so long..reach classroom,i go shout,"cikgu!i miss you!"she laugh at me..disturb izza and atiqah..they everytime get kacau by me one lorh..syahmi and ashraf just laugh at them..in class just play around and did this worksheet.."what type of business would you venture into if you had the chance to become a businesswoman/businessman?"..i said i wanted to open a jamming studio cos i interested in music..she asked me hw much money will i need to use..i said 3 million rupiah..she just shake her head..after tt wait for natasha,amalia and syafiee..go JP eat..me,amalia,ashraf,natasha and reena left without rauf and syafiee..i had to carry rauf's bag..his bag very nice the back support..nt so heavy uh the bag..ashraf go home change 1st while me,natasha,amalia and reena go eat 1st..they all came..syafiee went home after eating his ice kacang..i had chicken rice and ice jelly..$6 in total..go library..they made noise then i lyk tell them to shut up..cos wearing uniform seh..haiyo..except for ashraf..wear home clothes..did homework..wanted to borrow superman comic then cannot borrow..cos gt fine..nvm luh..nxt time can borrow..took 198 and went home..reached around 1840+ lyk tt..shower,eat,blogging,chatting..hehe..multi-tasking..hyper all the way seh today:]:]:]
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 3:03 AM
had the urge to post some cartoon pics..so just post uh..cos bored and it's killing me..btw,the pics tt i posted describes my day actually..start from the bottom..very happy see westwood again..haha..then i started to disturb my friends and joke with them..then i gt angry cos the class was freaking noisy..then i did some open my arms wide thingy in class.. and why did i post that spongebob and patrick picture?i also donno actually..then for the next two pictures,i don't know what was going through my mind at that moment and most top picture is me salivating(is there such a word?) during english lesson..but still gave 75% of my attention to her..so tts all for the day..maybe i'll use pictures to show what my day was lyk nxt time?Lemon tree
Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 10:14 PM
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 12:49 AM
just now gt bowling tournament..me,syazwan and jia ping follow the c division..quite boring at first..bt in the end..enjoyed myself..supposed to meet haziq,nadzirul,joey and rohayu..but cancelled..boring rite??..now at school,blogging..wanted to go JP..bt rite,go there also nth one..then saw bestie and good friend together..just didn't have the mood to talk to them..cos..idk luh..just sucks..bt b4 tt,i saw 2 malay frens..read out one of their karangan..they say i sounded weird when i talk malay..i was lyk so?cos i talk more english..aiya..hate tt moment...............................................................................................................................................................
i wonder what's wrong between tt time..now asking nazeerah and syafiqah if they wanna go JP..ok..they say yes..OMG!the librarian say she want to follow?!she gt w0rk..okok..going now..bye:I
Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 5:27 AM
erm,just now got cross-country..met the malays at frontier..syahmi gt there first,then me,then rauf..ashraf was there too..shareez came..reena came..natasha came..finally maisarah came with her dad..so took a ride from her dad..syahmi,rizan and rauf took the mrt and bus..saw amalia then i go chase ahaha..warm-up uh..listen song at maisarah the handphone..chey her one is w595 seh..haha..they not late uh..then run..when upper sec race,we go play play uh..haha..had so much fun..but the fun part was to tease chelsea..she smacked my hand..then she felt the pain herself..hahaha..my hand red a little..haha..i didn't mind..haha..took 154 with the malays except for maisarah cos her dad was there..i don't want to say what happened next cos it just PISSED me off..amalia and natasha went back with me at the same time..took 198..went home..
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 7:54 PM
yeah..i'm awake cos today is family day..going to arnold's instead of johore cos late ready..haha..going to eat alot today..sister say after eat she want to go buy levi's jeans..she bought a vans shoe..its white in colour..very nice..i want her brown one..i think it will look nice on me..but need to wait until she's sick of that shoe..i alot of patience one,k?going to wear new shirt today,blue jeans,superman belt and brown converse shoe..yeah..maybe at night on9 again..to post what happen during tt period of time:].bestie like to use this smile in msg and msn..i gtg..need to iron clothes and jeans..
@ 5:16 AM
let's start off with what happened yesterday..had bowling..now i know where to stand so can deliver the ball properly after 4 months..had a great time joking wif sam and jordan..told sam where to stand and he gt a spare?he was thank you..i just smiled..hahaha..before going 4 bowling,had a great time talking to bestie,nicollette and amirah..nicollette keep telling me to pull my socks up cos i wear ankle socks..then keep running away from her..in the end,she herself got tired then went down to sit again..funny seh..i went back then she wanted to pull again..in the end,i sat on the floor..haha.then amirah made this remark.."i wonder how sahara's face looks lyk when she emo?"i was just smiling..then she added"cos her face lyk emo or not emo the same"..this time i was really laughing..syazwan came to tell me to board the bus and bid goodbye to bestie..i also played wif rauf and syahmi..they played wif carissa the shoebag..ameline very aggresive..finally i gave in to her cos i knew she hated losing..played with wati(did i get the spelling rite?),fatin and nadzi at the basketball court..use kimhee the ball..syahmi came wif me too..played soccer with tt ball?actually it is rugby and soccer and basketball..wati sit on me..walao..didn't want nadzi to get the ball i go grab the leg..then use one hand to grab the ball..threw it to syahmi and he played rugby..he almost fell cos gt rock he nvr see..me,fatin,wati and nadzi laughed at him lyk mad..thx 4 tt joke syahmi..kimhee and some other ppl came..passed the ball to them and went back to school..tts how the game of the shoebag started..after tt..continue playing..play the primary school game tt i used to play with yijia,junxuan and melvin..at first kimhee was leading..then idk.as if i could readhis mind and know his next move..i won the match..woohoo..a day of playing at school on friday..then went home showered,went to jp for dinner..bro passed his TP,so dnt have to go back camp this sunday is it?the whole family had chicken rice except for sister,she had noodles..cos want to wait 4 brother to come,we went to FOX..sister bought me a t-shirt..she bought a cardigan tt cost $59.00..wow..lyk bahrul's one..wore bahrul's one at taman jurong superbowl cos damn cold..the t-shirt is black and written in white"looking for a better view"..i am indeed..bored with the same things around me..after eating dinner,went to swensens to have dessert..let's start from the top the pictures..waffle dream(sister wanted to but didn't get it cos machine broke down),topless 5(parents had it),frosted chocalate malt(which i had),chocalate crunch(which i wanted to,but changed my mind..)and banana split(bro had it)..went home..online then sleep..
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 6:48 AM
i love this family!try to spot me..tired ready uh..knee painlinks
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