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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 6:48 AM

today was just a SHIT day for me..i just forced a smile everywhere i go...science lesson go bio lab..instead of doing the experiment,i burned the wooden thing tt is used to hold the test tubes using the bunsen burner..ms soo keep coming to my table there lorh..she lyk keep watch at me cos she saw me burn the thing once..she tell me dnt burn cos dangerous and i'm nt supposed to do the experiment,nt STARE INTO EMPTY SPACE..she walked away to other tables 4 a while..at tt moment,i continued burning the thing..she come back,she asked me this"WHY DO I SMELL SOMETHING BURNING?"..i go say i go burn the thing lorh..honesty is the best policy..she nagged at me 4 lyk 2 mins?i donno what nag she nag seh..then MT..had outdoor classroom near the HE room..write abt what you think of "PUPPY LOVE"..i was stupid lorh,puppy love..make someone hurt 4 nth..i've nvr experienced it cos i just think tt it's PLAIN SILLY..recess..ate alot..ameline smiled at me from another table..my reaction freaking SLOW..i smiled lyk after 15 seconds?i ate alot too..morning come school had 1 milo and sandwich 4 breakfast..recess i had sandwich and two prata..amalia noticed me being angry..she asked me why..i was lyk donno..cos i just have mood swings this few days..geography..had the mapping test..just couldn't do it..i'm sorry ms tang and mummy if i fail..i just wrote what i felt lyk writing on the paper..i couldn't understand wth was i writing..maths gt nag by ms goh also..cos i write reminder without her permission..she wasn't teaching..she was telling the class to draw donno what thing..angle bisector in the triangle?ameline kept calling my name when i'm writing the thing..i shout at her..the class went quiet?i am not me this few days..tts when ms goh nag at me..i said sorry..i said sorry to ameline after tt cos it wasn't me..after school,the whole class stay back..needed to collect the consent forms which some ppl in the class just won't stop giving me problems about..i get more irritated when it comes to collecting this cursed piece of paper..especially when the class start telling me tt they nvr bring the forms when i haven't even finish my instructions..so what if i'm the chairperson?i still need some rest and relieve for a moment..asked them what they wanted to buy wif the $20..drinks..okok..bought green tea,lemon tea and lemon barley..thx daryl 4 suggesting..went home change..went to sheng siong to buy the drinks..hui fang came along..after taking the drinks,still have balance..bought sweets..haha..4 flavours..strawberry,grape,apple and orange..haha..wait 4 jerome after buy..thx fangfang for the coke..jerome came and hui fang went home..he went to westwood..reached bus stop..he say he nvr wallet..he ran home..he came back fast seh when his house was quite far?reach westwood..the uncle say i cannot come in..i go argue wif the uncle..he bring me inside talk to the DM..i also nt scared..DM gave me special request..went in..put in...locked the door and went home..played ping pong..eat..shower..do homework and nw then free..still nt quite happy..just force a smile uh..