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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 7:08 AM

18.5.09 (Monday)

CS over!yeah!woohoo!!but i didn't do well..cos i was very stunned when it came to my turn..syahmi was like"i will now pass the time to sahara."i was .... stunned..just plain stunned..i forgot my lines..reaction very slow..i looked up and more than 35 pair of eyeballs was staring smack at my face..bloopers..!i just continued..natasha talk after my turn..i thought to myself.."is it because of the knocks that i got on my head alot of times caused me to be just slow?"sometimes it hurts,sometimes it really hurts..but strangely,i rmb the comments part,i was trying to rmb too..while syahmi was cuckling like a hen,not a cock..music..talked abt this assignment..was focusing abt home..nvr bring money...go home wanted to eat..mother came back..i ask her to rest and was it possible for her to bring me to JP for dinner..cos left the 3 of us only at home..bro NS,sis go KL..mother said ok,but papa called..so went dinner with him..but b4 tt,i went to SPC to buy some light food first..to sustain longer..saw Formula one car near the interchange there..ask mother after dinner go see..she said ok..papa was waiting for us at banquet..i had chicken rice cos idk waht to eat..just random..mother talked to aunt nancy for a while..papa went to ntuc first..we pangseh him..haha..went to buy Yami Yoghurt..went to ntuc..papa was looking at papayas?er.....walked and walked..papa banged into me when i was like wanting to scoop some scoops left inside the cup..the thing fell from my hand..almost said "ooi!!"i go say to him why you bang me?i angry ready..almost smack him..it wasn't easy for me to get that yoghurt with the topping tt i like..then i start to fed-up..you may find it unreasonable but he said this when i questioned him"who bang you?'..control myself very very hard..go toilet wash hand..i picked up the yoghurt and the cereals cos it will be very inconsiderate if i left it there,melting...walked alone for a while..i just needed time for myself..saw the cereal that was used for the yoghurt..begged mother buy for me..tt really cooled me down..he took things but didn't want to pay for it..i'm grown up father..i can see,feel..don't you feel "takder muke?"...i'll nvr want go ntuc or anywhere ever again..i've seen enough..